YO, YO, YO

I haven’t posted in awhile. I guess it because I am still pretty regulated – on the up side anyways. I will admit that I have been manic though. This last month my mind doesn’t stray far from the poker table. I now have a friend at work that plays online like do and I don’t know how healthy that is for me. You see, now we talk poker hand histories and strategy all the time. He is a new player to the game that I know so well, or think I do anyways. So he is basically my protégé and I am coaching him how to win money as I do. Plus, I have another one who is just starting out online and is depositing this week. They are being lured in by my success at our live games and my online winnings. They see it as a means to make money and ask tons of questions. All this has done is open the Pandora’s box to my love of poker and tilted me towards my manic self. My schoolwork is also suffering from this current enthrallment. I just need to complete 2 essays and I will be done with my current course. I actually competed one yesterday on childhood gender stereotyping, but I have been procrastinating all and all on getting these done. Even though I am manic I’m not too irritable, although loud voices and the children’s roughhousing rakes my nerves. I guess I do get a little agitated at the moment over simple shit, but I am containing my inner rage fairly well. I haven't had any anxiety attacks lately and that makes Ash a happy boy.

I hope everyone had a great holiday season. And don’t get too drunk tonight!!!

Later, Ash out…