Still Getting Angry Like the Hulk in a Flash

IM message with my Mom. This is why I have to get therapy. Simple shit like this gets me all worked up. She just couldn't get it and my anxiety started kicking in and I was getting irritated. And take into account that I was waiting around 1 to 2 min between each of her comments. It took ten min before I calmed down, although I stopped hyperventilating in just a min or two. It still shouldn't make me mad like that. Hopefully the lady tomorrow can start to teach me some exercises or techniques to alleviate my stress levels and my quick temper. I'm such a spazz. I need to get this under control before the Fam comes home. I hope I can change. It hurts me to be this way. I lust for patience.

As an aside - some hook me up. Tell me to change font color. Also does anyone know how to put that line through words?

leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
hey son
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
how are you?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
sup
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
do you know how well you did on you exam today?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I'm only worried about my English exam
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
oh, how many subjects did u take?
you should have taken my english book home. lol
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
lol
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
PIC of smiley
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
5 subjects
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
wow
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
thats a lot
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
when will u find out your scores?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
i got done an hr early - i should have taken that time to really go into that English Ex
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
She said she would send it out that day.
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
oh, over the internet
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
no no
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
snail mail
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
lol
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
haha
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
what are u eating?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I got sick of playing on the $25 tables
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
so I put $100 on the $100 table
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I'm currently up $130
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
u playing now?great
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
First time I've played in a long time
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
yes UB
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
trying to get there. don't know if i can.
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
lol
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
pop up ultimate buddy
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
and then click on my name and table
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
trying, lizard just finished
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
downloading now
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I already did that for you I thought
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
u know me
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
not taking me to table
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ub screen
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
sign in
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
you see the table that im at
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
in buddy
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
i see maplewood
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
see the triangle by my name
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
double click map
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
maplewood
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
working
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
log in
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
screen
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok then hit poker
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
poker tab up top
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
log in first?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
you still haven't logged in
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
sry, son
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
please log in
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
i did
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
then i hit poker
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok now try double clicking maplewood
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
where table to play is at
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok forget buddy
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
go to the poker tab at the top of the screen
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
now what do you see
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
when i hit poker tab, it takes me to where the tables to play are
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
good
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
at top click real money
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
now whaat
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
there
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
there, where?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
did u click the real money button
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
don't see anything
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
have u clicked the poker button
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
poker/real money.................
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
u are making this real hard
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
now what
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
?
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
sry
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
use to be easy
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
now click games
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
PIC of a rainbow
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
it is right below real money button
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
where is that
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
oh
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
click it yet
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes , nothing happened
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
just shows games to bet on
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
now poker button and games buttons and real money buttons should all be red
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
now below games button hit holdem button
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
nothing happened
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
now look below at the games tables
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
see where it says stakes
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
what does it say
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I could of actually drove over there and did it for u by now lol
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
what does it say\
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
money needed for table
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok close UB
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
X out
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
talk to me
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
is ultimate buddy still up
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
hello
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
are we going to start over
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
what do u have open right bnow
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
u start off
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
from very beginning
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
nothing
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok open U buddy
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
hello
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
see
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ur mname
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
do you see me and my table
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
now it says download
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
down load?
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
do you see my name
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
name and room
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
ok double click my name what a sec and tell me what it did
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
My room I mean
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
maplewood
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
yes double click it
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
ok, thanks
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
it did not work earlier
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
are you at my table now
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
yes, i see u son
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
man
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
lol
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
u killed me there
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I'm glad I have therapy tomorrow lol
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
sry
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
hanging by a few hairs, huh
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
No I punched my keyboard once and said the lords name in vain
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
chill
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
out
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
I know
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
did u have ur pill today, haha
mcash2@sbcglobal.net says:
It's hard sometimes
leldot@yahoo.com (E-mail address not verified) says:
i know